captainpugwash

How can you take just a little, Time and time again, Then say you owe me nothing. How can you just walk away, Empty my life of colour, Then expect me to still care? How many times must you kick me, Punch me and degrade me before You expect me to fight back? You tear my soul to shreds, You rain insults on my back, Just to smile at my face? You know you could have had it all, I would have given you the world, I would have carried everything for you. Now you've thrown it all away, You threw it back in my face, Thankyou.

She sat there at the table, the smoke carressing her softly rouged cheek like a long lost lover, turning her clear tears into gray clouds. She knew it was futile to consider these things,that nothing good coud ever come of thinking these thoughts, of looking for and exit. She'd been a part of this world, this culture for far too long to ever think she could change, that she was ever meant for anything else, that they would let her be anything more than she was, let her be decent. This was the grand design that had been planned for her, she was lost in sea of despair, no hope of leaving, no way of knowing how to or even if she could. She colle

When the dust settles around you, You'll see I was right all along, And when those clouds trap you, I won't say I told you so. You watch your step sweetheart, Mind the gap but mind your head, You won't be living forever, You aren't immortal or invincible. My kisses may be empty to you, My hugs might have never warmed you, But they mean something to someone, They warm someone's heart. You'll never know what you had, The potential we could have reached, Now I don't care, now I'm not needy, I am just needed by my goddess.

A man has ridden his horse for days, Hurrah, Hurrah, The sweat does drip and the armour does chafe, Hurrah, hurrah, He reaches the dragon he came to slay, Beats his shield and shouts 'Hurray' He thrusts his sword into the beast, And he is done today.

As I enter the room, Shoulders heavy with alone, There she sits, Radiating tranquility. The sun on her back, Gives her the Halo she deserves, And the steam from the meal behind, Looks like silently moving, fragile wings. I want to run to her, I want so very much to hold her, But I know in my heart that can't be, She died four years ago My eyes see she was moulded from steam, A face emerging from the mist, Nothing more real than wind, She was there, She was just...impalpable

Countless times have I flown, Floating over this field of death, Red from the iron soil or the blood of sons and lovers? Another shell explodes, A new scar pressed upon the mud, Wet from the April showers or the blood of sons and lovers? The sun sets on another day, The sky is a deep crimson, A reflection of fading light or the blood of sons and lovers? I don't know how long I've watched, Innumerable battles fought, To shed the chains of opression or the blood of sons and lovers? I know of the stories they tell, They speak of my soul above battles, They took what you call life and the blood of a son and lover

Tempted into your web of deciet, Of lies and of heartbreak, You're a Black Widow, Man-eater extrodinairé. I can't say I complained, Hell, it was so much fun, But now the games are over, Now that you're done with me. I was your plaything, A toy with conciousness, Blind to your poisons, Paralysed by my lust. What was I to you? Did I mean anything at all? Was I simply your proof, That you get your man? I feel cheated and adrift, Lost on oceans of heartbreak, No map to find my way back, No light to keep me off the rocks. My patchwork boat, It's leaking again, I'm sinking down, Into the dark waters. All I need is a touch,

Are you ready to start this? Do you want to get involved? Are you afraid of who I am? Do you care what you mean to me? This pain runs in red streaks, Making meandering rivers in my mind, Destroy any coherant thoughts, Talking without thought or feeling. A hole in my face, Nothing special, Just a load of air, Meaning everything. The touch of your fingers to plastic, It's made me give my shaded heart away, Leaving spaces in my heart's palace, Falling apart, ruining to nothingness. On the plateau of my mind, I can see for miles and miles, All this darkness, schorched Earth, Withered crops, withered bodies. This is the landsca

Rush through my veins, Reach my heart, Make it swell, Explode, With your smile. Touch my skin, Make it tingle, Send me a shiver, That runs down my spine. Laugh in your eyes, Make the light dance, Make this special, Make this room yours. Smile on your lips, Touch my soul, Laugh as I shudder, With ecstasy you bring. With a kiss you can make me anything at all, Make me invincible to the pain of yesterday. I am just a canvas, Reflecting what you do, Being made into something, Something more beautiful. ------------------------------------ I love all you crazy motherf*ckers